Im glad that Christmas is now over, although the time seems to be just flying which scares me. I am still sorting the memorial stone it is now in the hands of trading standards, so hopefully they will sort it out. I just don't feel strong enough to go to court on my own, so i think that this is the best route. A friend of mine raised some money in Jessica's name and also my Dad, we donated to Birmingham Children's Hospital and the Cancer Vaccine Institute. So we are getting there, we just need to get organised. I also start my reflexology course this month, me and Jess planned to do this together. I wll feel sad that Jess is not doing it too but also positive, cause i know Jess will be with me. Missing Jess with all my heart.