It was mother's day yesterday, i was constantly thinking back to last year,how things were so different then, and that Jess should be here. I woke up early annd heard the sad news that Jade Goody had lost her battle to cancer, it made me think of Jess, why is life so cruel? What did they ever do to deserve all of the pain and suffering? People have no idea how this is with you forever, some people ask if im better, i feel like saying was i ill? Naomi got me a nice bottle of perfume off her, Jess and Izzy and also a nive card. She also helped with the dinner and made a nice sweet. Last year Jess got me a pair of jeans and Naomi got me some perfume. Me and Na were laughing about the comments that Jess made about the perfume. Jess new that Na had got me the perfume, when we went out in the car i had put some on just before, Jess ask me and Na "which one of you has sprayed fabreeze?", Na new she was on about the perfume! We had to drive with the windows down! I have not worn that perfume again! But she has picked a nice one this year!