This is the second bday away from home for Jess, i wish so much i could bring her back, but well and happy. The last bday she had was her 17th, we all went out for a meal, happy times. I bought Jess a silver locket and of course clothes! I wish we could go clothes shopping again, i would love to buy er loads of stuff, even if it sent me broke!! Today im going to stop at home, i feel so sad and emotional and of course i want to go to Danescour to take Jess's flowers and presents. Wherever Jess is i hope she knows that i love her with all my heart and miss her so much, i want her to have the best bday, hope that there is a big party for her up in heaven.