It was my birthday last week on the 17th, i went to a funeral, i didn't mind. I don't really celebrate my birthday i don't think you do when you get older and of course i miss Jess, she always made such a fuss of me. She would always get me a me to you card and a special present always something really nice. Me, Jess and Na would always go ou for a meal. This year we got a takeaway, chinese we had, mine and Jessica's favourite, crispy duck, pancakes and plum sauce, we would always share it between us leaving none for the others! It will be Jess's bday soon, im trying to think of what i can get for her she will be 19, i think about her still all the time, missing her so much.