We are now in September, it will be my birthdays soon and then Jessica's, this is our second birthday away from each other, time does not stand still. I miss Jess so much,i just want to see her. Im sure that people think that you should be over it all by now, to be honest that attitude really f---ks me off. Some people think that i shouldn't need to go to Danescourt everyday, well if i want to go i will, no-one will tell me what to do. Also some people seem to think that i should have a bloke, just cos they need one does not mean that i do right now in my life. I think if one is meant to come along he will, but i aint desperate!! I suppose i shouldn't get mad with people, they have no idea what this feels like and how difficult it is to live with. The fund is starting to come together, i will post more info.