It has now been 5 years since Jess was diagnosed, she was first operated on on the 14 December 2004 and again on the 21st this would have been the big operation to remove the tumour. This Christmas would be spend in the hospital, i didn't mind as long as Jess was made better, we thought that she was cured, i really never thought it would come back and take my baby from me. I know that Jess is around me just wish i could hear her, one day we will be back together im sure of that.