Another year nearly gone, can't help but feel sad, but it is another year closer to me seeing Jess again, so i will look at it that way. Not going out to celebrate tonight, just not got the heart to pretend that everything is OK, when really it will never be. Two year's ago me and Jess sat in together, she had not been feeling so good, so didn't go out with her mates. We has a good night, sat and watched the programme where they do house make overs in America, Jess loved these type of tv shows, she dreamed of things being done to our house. I love Jess so much and Naomi, just wish things could have been so different. Happy New Year Jessica.