Well we are here gain, another year started an another one passed, i have very mixed emotions about both, on one hand i feel so sad that Jess has been gone so long now, but on the other well its another day closer. Some people may think that i will do something silly cause im saying that, but in fact its true isn't it? Some days i can see Jess so clearly and actually hear her voice, im not sure if its me or her, but it is often not the type of thing i would say. I do believe that Jess is still around, there is no way that she would just have gone, many would think that i am crazy, but i don't care what anyone says.