Today is Jessica's 18th birthday. I hope that wherever Jess is she is celebrating, i know that she will, there is no way she would ever be sitting in. I have got Jess lots of presents, flowers, me to you bears and balloons. I know that Jess is around me and would really be mad if i did not get her anything for her baday. I have also got a nice me to you bday card. I know that Jess will be around her family, we will go out tonight for a chinese meal and have crispy duck as this was Jess's favourite meal. I will take some of the presents to Danescourt, some i have to leave here, some of the flowers will be at home. But i am sure that Jess will not spend the day at Danescourt! She will be at home or round at Peter's. It is a hard day and there will be tears, well there already has. I just want Jess to know that she is just missed and loved so much on her bday and everyday.