It's nearly December, Christmas will soon be here, this is all going to be so hard. I know that each day is hard, but this time of year it always going to be even harder. I remember last year, shopping for Christmas presents with Jess, it could just be yesterday. Me and Jess going round Brum spending loads of cash, i miss all of it, just being with Jess having a laugh, i want her back. Mine and Naomi's life will never be complete, there will always be an empty space in our hearts that can never be filled. Jessica's stone is also down, but there are a few chips on the stone and some of the lettering is wrong, i was so upset when i saw it. I will not put up with it not being 100% right. The stone mason has been trying to fob me off, but i am not putting up with it, i see it as an insult to Jess, how dare they try and pass off a second rate stone in memory of Jess. Well if need be they can take the stone down, i think that they will have to replace it completly. Why can't people get things right? And not try to pull the wool over you? It's all a dam cheek and they will not get away with it!