Over the past few weeks i have been doing a lot of reflecting and just wishing if only i had done things differently this time last year, but i suppose that is in hindsight. We would always think back on how we would do things differently after the event. Jess died from liver failure, due to all the drugs that they gave her over the last 2 weeks of her life, not tthe cancer, however i suppose i do have to admit that if she did not have cancer then she would not have to have had so many drugs. Just wish she had got better, i really had faith that Jess would. I feel that Jess is around me, i have had several signs, i don't care what people say they may think im crazy, but i know she is, Jess did not die she has just moved on. I will be setting up the page for Jess on the cancer research site, this will raise money just for liver cancer. That will be a positive in Jessia's name, helping others because of her brave battle.