It was Naomi's birthday yesterday, the first one without Jess. It was very hard last year, Jess was in hospital on Na's bday, she died the following week. Although, she was really unwell we never though any of this would happen, maybe its a good job that we did not know. We has a nice meal last night, but there was still someone miissing, there always will be for me and Na, this is our life sentence, its very difficult to deal with. Im living the memories of this time last year, its like they were yesterday, i can't believe its nearly a year.