Its 52 weeks today that Jess has been gone, 1 year tomorrow, i still just can't take it in the time that has gone by. it seems like it happened yesterday. I think alot of people expect you to have just got over it, they know nothing and i find that i can't be bothered with these people, if they were in my position im sure they would feel the same as me, but i would never want anyone to go through this. I have found out in the last year who are true friends, i suppose you do when something bad happens. Me and Naomi are stopping in tonight i don't feel like going out, nor tomorrow, this is certainly no celebration, it has to be the worst day of my life, it will always be that way on the 10th May.